Just another one of 'those' weeks

(big sigh)


I'm unsure how to write or what to write this morning.  My mind is in a million different places and it is in desperate need of a roadmap.  But I was able to start my morning off perfectly.  I have this love for getting up early, when it's still dark, before the world is awake, it's quiet & calm, and just starting my day with a nice cup of coffee & breakfast while it's still outside.  (This love is only available M-F).


I am feeling helpless & fearful for a dear friend of mine.  And I keep praying for her because I can't do anything else.


Ever wonder why we keep going back to certain things or people in our lives wishing for different outcomes?  Me too.  For the last several months, I've been doing that with somebody, but it ended this week, and I promise to not go back.  A little heartbreak, a lot of clarity.  And even more 'ME' time to come in the near future.  The gratitude for my dear friends in my life is overflowing to get me to this point.


And this, my friends, is where I will start my day & press onward.